Today's Capture Your Grief prompt is Now. When I think about how to describe myself now, I don't really know where to start...
I think I am much more of a realist than I used to be, but I don't think that is a bad thing. I look at life through a totally different lense, that is for sure.
I have a new love and respect for my husband than I ever had before. It is very strange for me and I almost don't know how to describe the way I feel, but Faith has brought me a new, better, and stronger love for my husband. Our bond is stronger than ever now, because of her.
My view of God is much different than it used to be. I have a totally new respect for what He did for us as well as a better feeling of how He feels for us.
I believe I have a greater capacity for love in general now. Love for humans in general is now a much bigger part of my life. Eternity is also more real to me than it ever has been before. I have a new and maybe even better understanding of Heaven.
The real me, my spirit, understands how short this life on earth truly is. The pain I feel of losing Faith, while deeply heart wrenching, makes me realize how temporary this life is, and that before I know it, we will be together again.
This is a piece of who I am NOW...